Reading it wrong

Maybe I'm reading wrong into it. Maybe I'm over calculating it.

But I see her name pop up every time you have something to say. I feel like she's flirting.
I don't want to be that paranoid girlfriend. But I still can't get this empty feeling out of my stomach.

As the Raven screams I stab the knife into the ground. Don't tell me I'm just over acting. I scream as the ran comes down and soaks me. I don't want to do this but it feels like the more I try the less you do...

I wonder what you would do if I just dispersed on you. World you care? A giggle bubbles up, maybe I'm just insane and your a figment of my imagination. And if so why am I causing myself pain?

I chuckle and walk away from the grave. I smile at thought of you crying standing at my grave.

So maybe I am insane. Ha-ha who knew?